Dave asked me to help him pick up some groceries last week. He looked like hell and admitted to not eating anything in two days because he couldn’t overcome his dissmell, and also because of just general fatigue. When I picked him up for chemo this morning, he seemed marginally better, and said he’d eaten a little.
After his blood draw, we proceeded to Dr. Patel’s office where we were greeted by Wendy, who took vitals. Then Heather Holdread, ARNP dropped by to interview us. Finally, Heidi, who had been occupied with a telemedicine appointment, was able to check in on us as well. We also had a brief interaction with Katelyn at the end, who disconnected Dave’s port after he got a half liter of IV fluids.
Upon arrival, Dave’s temperature was subnormal at 96.2 F. He said he took it this morning and it was similarly low. His blood pressure looked good at 138/72, but oxygen saturation was low at 91-94, and his heart beat was fast (111bpm) and irregular. His weight, 186#, was down 10# from his last visit (3/31). Dave took the opportunity to check his EKG via his Dick Tracy talking watch and it was inconclusive. Concerned about his oxygen saturation, Heidi decided to take him for a lap around the ward whilest holding on to his belt loop. My thought is that the fear of getting a wedgie helps keep people from falling. Anyhoo, he seemed to shuffle his way around without too much variance in pulse oximetry.
LDH, a marker for tumor metastasis was slightly elevated, however this is inconclusive. It could also mean he has a little bug, or any of a number of other confounding possibilities.
I suggested Dave drink an Ensure, but he didn’t think he could get one down, so we settled for an apple juice. Later, I got him to eat part of a Subway sandwich. The combination of both seemed to increase his energy a little bit.
Dave said he’s been more or less lying in bed for three weeks, mostly because of fatigue, but also because the COVID-19 pandemic is constantly pressuring him to stay indoors. He promised that he would make a point to get out daily for at least 10 minutes of activity going forward.
Heather and Heidi asked Dave if he was depressed. He thought for a bit about the question and in Dave-fashion, offered “annoyed” as an alternative explanation. That’s when I said that in the ~40 years I’ve known Dave that he’s never been prone to depression, but he has had anxiety issues from time to time. I reminded Dave that depression doesn’t necessarily mean that you want to slit your wrists and jump off a building. It just means your nervous system is less active. Cancer, chemotherapy, and the ongoing pandemic are all traumatic in their own ways, and it wouldn’t be unusual to experience some psychiatric effects from this. Dave did admit to some frustration with the lack of “tactile” evidence that his illness is receding, and talked about how lukewarm it was to hear of a “partial response” on 3/31 but said he didn’t think he needed to see a shrink (which was offered). He said he’d be open to it if conditions warranted it later.
Heather and Heidi repeatedly asked Dave if his lethargy might be due to shortness of breath. He admitted his stamina was down. While it’s clear that loss of stamina and trouble breathing are not the same thing, after consultation with Dr. Patel, Heidi ordered a CT to check on the state of Dave’s lungs, which showed inflammation on his last PET. (As an aside, Heather listened to him breathe and reported his lungs were clear.) The decision was made to delay his chemotherapy until we can confirm he doesn’t have a bug.
One thing I recall from when I went through chemo is that you can get sick and have no symptoms besides reduced energy levels because your immune system isn’t strong enough to mount a response. So I agree that it’s a good time to take extra precautions. I also think Dave should take the time to actively improve his nutrition status so he can be strong enough for another round.
I was able to get a print out of the result of Dave’s polyp biopsy, specifically the FISH assay, which looks for molecular rearrangements in the chromosomes. I thought perhaps that it might show evidence of something especially resistant to chemotherapy and that might explain why Dave has only had a partial response so far. Alas, there was nothing unusual. So I did a little reading: something like 80% of folks have a complete response as assayed via PET after four cycles, however those that don’t have similar outcomes assuming they complete another two cycles. This may be related to false positives on PET, or rather PET is highlighting something other than cancer. Recall that Dave’s first diagnosis around his lymph nodes was sarcoidosis. It could be that is just a comorbidity in his case and it’s confounding the typical means used to assess response. It’s probably also why his needle biopsies came back negative, i.e. cancer only explains part of Dave’s lymphadenopathy.
I actually find this hopeful, but I am still concerned about his fatigue and nutrition status. I still feel like his energy level needs to be higher so we can have a comfortable safety margin for his next round of chemo — which we’ll schedule in a couple of days, after Dr. Patel has a chance to review today’s chest CT.
Today’s labs included PSA, but the result was still pending by the time we finished our visit.